Thank you Jolice for the great company.
Swimming refreshes my mind, invigorates my spirit.

Feels great to sort out the misunderstandings,misconceptions and wat-eva!
I'm so glad we can chat like the past again.

The heart-knots caused by me. =(

Thanks for being my best friend still.

Those silly things I keep inside.
Over-thinking, fear, harsher tone of voice.


I know you are always protecting me, yet I shun myself away from you due to a lil misunderstanding, and my selfishness.

I just hope my decision is right.
And, even if I fail again, I know you and Ann will always be here.

Love you all.

I've been living in my own world...for....very long.
Thus far,it's been close to 2months, 8weeks?

Funny I'm blogging here cos of a sudden insomnia attack.

In 24hours, I'm flying off! =)
Maybe I'm too excited.

I've been slacking, procrastinating, attending interviews.
And trying hard to choose my dream job.(Again? I'm sure people around me would ponder)

I'm not sure who Tan Li Jun is anymore.

I've sorta disappeared from the social world.
I don't feel like mingling.
I don't yearn to club anymore.
I don't have the drive to go work, make money so I can shop unabashedly.

I've gotten used to being cooped up at home.
I spend so much time with the three huskies.

Love, sweet, life.

BUT I do know that I need to be mature.
Study, work, salary, be a good daugter etc.
I know this is reality.

Let me have this one last greedy wish?
......
...
..
.

November will be my new start.

Mid Autumn Festival allows me to immerse in fun and lovely company.



1) Full Moon Night the day b4: Clubbing

Zouk first then my 1st experience at Club NANA.

Verdict: Club NANA is wayyy more fun and happening den Zouk. At least that's what Ann and I firmly conclude!










2) Mid-Autumn Festival : IKEA Shopping.



My favourite is their lving room designs.
And the prettty bedsheets they have!
Splendid!










Not forgetting the Swedish Meatballs and new salmon dish.
IKEA makes my day.

I want to look at my life and be giddy with joy that I got to live it.

Remind myself that the laughs will heal the wounds.

My life feels like a blank now.
Bleak.
No directions.
Just hoping and yearning to land a job soon..
office job, 5 days, with an acceptable/ attractive salary..

3rd manual driving lesson now.
And I'm still very nervous.
I held on to the steering wheel for life?

Instructor says my problem?
Stalling the engine when approaching turn-ings.

Oh wells!
I need to revise.refresh.recall.
Driving manual and theories.

LIFE?
I've been a slave to the pleasures of slacking excessively.
Succumbing to the laziness in me.
I need to get a move on!
Don't wanna be a sloth.

I miss the club and the girlie fun.
But I don't feel like myself anymore.
Lost half of myself .. to the sins of love.

"Waste your money and you're only out of money, but waste your time and you've lost part of your life." - Michael Leboeuf .